I could do with some support for tonight because I have a sleepover to go to.
I am so, so nervous about going to my friend Gothy’s (not real name obviously) sleepover tomorrow. She is one of my closest friends but not my best friend because that’s Lor and (hopefully) that will never change!
But, back to the sleepover. Its Gothy’s birthday on Saturday and she has invited Lor, Jell and me to her sleepover. Jell is another of my friends but also not as close as Lor and Jell is also not her real name. Gothy, Jell, Lor and I often spend a lot of time together at school but we have never been together as a four for a sleepover. I’m worried I will be the one to mess it up because of the socially awkward person I seem to be becoming. What if I say something really stupid and they judge me? I mean that would be terrible. What if I spill something or smash something? Her parents will hate me. What if they all want to do something that I don’t and they leave me out? What if I try to focus too much attention on me and they get bored? What if we all have an argument? What if this sleepover makes me lose my closest and nearly only friends? What if I ruin Gothy’s Birthday? That was possibly the worst thing I could think of.
The next question is what am I going to wear. I don’t have to be too fashionable because Gothy isn’t the best at dressing well (no offence of course). But then there’s Jell and she is the most popular out of the group and dresses quite fashionably. And finally there is Lor who wears everything Superdry. So I guess I’ll just wear leggings and a top of some sort. Wow that was difficult!
The final thing is am I going to be Ok? Well I hope so! I’ll blog and hopefully post some photos. Or I might fake being ill because I am so worried I’ll ruin everything. No I’ll go.
I’m still so nervous!
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